TOZAN SHEET #3 - THE ANSWER TO EVERYTHING

the answer to everything

"you talk too fucking much" -tozan

deep in my ear canal is a part of my ear canal that isn't moist
it itches because colorado is dry
part of my chest hair turned white when i meditate in joshua tree

i don't give a fuck about transmitting accurately
i can see with picasso's eyes

hypercube
nonplanar geomoetries
fuck your mindset up
i'm better than drugs
i'm like this all the time

i am starting the smarter than you, richer than you and hotter than you club

tons of rich, smart and hot people can join
but not you

(written for my ex-girlfriend)

/

god is my ex girlfriend

now we're into deep meta-territory
where even the idea of a wall crumbles

you walk around in shambles like you just ruined your favorite outfit

molten lava inside your bank statement
imagine it
you go anywhere

hollow

you try to break open a whale bone and suck out the marrow
but cheese pizza comes out

alive in nothingness

everything is sleek and black
for a while it looks sexy
but your dark, warped reflection grows too eerie
you hate looking at it for a while and make violent art

then you get used to it and are void of course

this is why we're meant to just FUCK

in the cottony alone void

in the kali yuga

ketchup is not flavorful
you have to use blood.

/

TOZAN SHEET #2 - PICASSO + TANTRA

Let's discuss PICASSO

1. Your attention span increases 10 times a day. Now you read entire books in one sitting due to your abiity to not give a fuck and be in your own energy field

2. Your eyes are brimming with this noisy passion because you actually care about being alive and your spirit is aligned with the life forces so you're constantly being inspired

3. Focus intensely so you actually finish works of art and put them out like your garbage for the dumb fucks to get confused about

BUT YOU YOURSELF
ARE CERTAIN OF WHAT YOU ARE DOING

IN & OUT

Let's discuss fucking.

I mean, "Tantra."

Secret discipline first of all. If you talk about it, people choke or burn.

Know what the fuck you're actually doing, and do it.

Destroy any sense of limitation or egoic smallness or hidden carefulness.

IN

Inspiration preferably very good art. Legit consciousness. Powerful Personal Presence. You are a sponge. You are a submissive on all fours getting pounded. You are getting drizzled with genius reconceptualize every element of life down to what you put in your tea down to how you sleep and for how long.

Crazy minx nobody sees you for 3 days you're ----> IN <----

Tantric lover fux you for 3 days ---> IN <---- every energy orifice vortex vortices orifex

OUT

You create things finished products for the dumb fucks to puzzle over
While you remain completely clear and certain about what you're doing

You have the attitude of continuously fucking up your opponents

Be it the internet or confused self-attitudes or boring habits of being bored

You are being seen and fretted over by dumb fucks everywhere
While you continuously keep fucking them up with art

OUT
Lots of energy pouring out
There is no such thing as "THE RIGHT ONE" or "WHATEVER ONE"

If it's truly whatever you wouldn't notice it
You only notice what you create
If you hold it in contempt that means you actually really care about it

Which means you fucking love it

Keep resisting it it will come harder on you every time

I have come blood before
I used it to paint masterpieces

-Picasso OUT

the meaning of TOZAN

have taken the dharma name "TOZAN" which means nothing so you can stop thinking about it.

If you're bored break up with your boyfriend and come fuck me, I guarantee you it would be interesting.
Stop going to spiritual gatherings, if you're going to pay money get somebody from taskrabbit to bake you a cake or paint your bedroom orange. Here is the only problem with going to shit like that, it's like telling your subconcious you aren't at the highest possible level of evolution.

My music is going great & etc etc i won at life etc.

Increasingly breaking the habit of living with any kind of limitation whatsoever, I think for me for my personal lifestyle the only sin is conceiving of rules or limitations. When I operate outside of that it's creativity non-stop with no judgement on anything.

Studying Picasso a lot, or looking at his eyes anyway. He quit art school furious with establishment & with his father and he would look at other successful artists and get so furious and enraged and he was competitive. He knew within himself a dragon lived there so he woke up and painted 3 masterpieces before breakfast. It was easy for him b/c he didn't think "is this a masterpice" he thought "IMA LAY MY FUCKING COCK DOWN BIATCH*******************) and then he went and fucked gertrude stein or 7 ballarinas or whatever. He had a Dauschhund he named lump.

Spirituality is the study of the force behind the thing. I look at Picasso and I meditate on his animating energy, the force that drove him. I do sungazing and think what dimension is the sun EMANATING FROM that's where you DL the information from. ETC. That's why "reality is a dream" "maya" etc it's that the world is in things behind things. YOU CAN TAKE THAT TO THE BANK

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3X's
I'm good in bed and I have stamina.

-Tozan