TOZAN SHEET #12 - ARE YOU IMMORTAL YET?

Are you Immortal Yet

Write me something challenging, she sez

Why seek out the fake zen master

I'm the one who meditates tho

It's true that I sit and don't do a thing

It's true I rarely j/o my f/c

It's true I stare at the sun, moon

It's true I drink the nectars essences and dews
It's true. All that shit I sed is true.

Coffee is the laffy-taffy for grown ups, it's addictive
And people's neurotransmitters are all fucked up
I drive a $70,000 car so I park the shit sideways

And I have no license plate

The Bavarian Illuminati regards me as a harmless cream on top

I just need a donut a donut

Why are women scared of being seen as a hole

The hole is in the brain for most of us
I am celibate in the sense that even when I have sex I'm fucking GOD
And when I'm not fucking I'm still being fucked by God

So I guess the fear of being nothing is accurate
But it's nothing all the way down
Or it's Turtles all the way down
Or it's Bavarian Donuts all the way down
Or it's Holes all the way down

Or it's coffees all the way down
Or it's Tozan Sheets all the way down

Down, Down, Down

Read Richard Fariña's
 Been Down So Long It Looks Like Up To Me

(Random House, 1966)

Read MATRIX WARRIOR

Read POETRY AS INCURRIGLBLE DOGFOOD by Ferlinghetti

Big Red CACK on the front

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I am an entire city

My poems are sold on the waterfront
Where the gothic steamships dock

Unloading crates of severed heads for Kali's Candied Heds
My bespoke British candy shop in the tourist trap section of my pineal gland.

Come and take your clothes off and straddle me and lower your wet pussy onto my cock.

That's pretty much it.
All of the intellectual stuff is like a poo-poo platter in a bad Chinese restaurant
And you're like "I don't want any of this stuff."
You don't want the savory sugared pork sticks
Or the deep fried tofu crab in cream cheese

Or the gluten-sheathed pork and veggie cud potstickers dipped in GMO soysauce

And you don't want the rice pork dim sum dumplings
And the rice comes from a bleach vat in Shanghai

YOU WANT TO BE FUCKED BY GOD

TOZAN SHEET #8 OCCULT MASTER

I'm writing all these fucking sheets for a reason, [imprint]

The reason is I have become

                                              trans-physical . . .

Like discovering plasma in blood

Dark matter
Antigravity

Sap
      from nectars and essences

      crystal fields of breath

The method   of my mind

White space   infinite

Drink like afuck

Black taoist tea

Oceanic black volcanic power

Unlimited

White fox face, arctica

I cashed in $$$$$ money on esoterica.

Blind symbols you are extremely correct
Correct. What you're doing is correct

Black temple I am serving breakfast to my shadows

Envelopes concealed by bladed veils envelope eternity

Constructed thereby are Your thoughts

                      about That.

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TOZAN SHEET #7 100% LEGIT

jutsu means ability to do something

power means ability to make things happen
ok

think in these terms, you do things all day

mentally you think of doing things, of things happening

ok

do it like that except real tight this time.

= enlightenment.

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enlightenment is real that's why I'm not putting fucking "quotes" on it.

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on days you wear black

black japanese river stone

chilling in my bed, my lover
i compress all my worldly drama into that stone

very light,

something i could lose easily.

simple

light

you're impressed with how fucking legit i am 100%

i'm wearing black
of course.

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TOZAN SHEET #4 - FUCK ME OR MEDITATE

Fuck me or Meditate

Let's lay everything out. Let's throw it all down like 52 pickup.

"WHOOPS!" let the fucking maids pick it up.

KARMA. It's not what you think, but how.

Assume you are God. #1
Otherwise you're on some slave shit aight?

How many people in your life
Worship you like a god/dezz

Anyone? HELLO SELF WORTH ISSUES

SAMSARA =
ON SOME SLAVE SHIT

Then you try and do something "something"

Then you look for something "out there"

Basically you're getting stuck for $$$$$$$$ but they don't get at the root

Burn at the root of your karma
Fuck me or meditate. Those are your only 2 options.

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Artists are the closest to god

Because

Once you're enlightened, there is nothing to do, except play with the form.

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Tantra or just give up

Did u breath consciously today

R U fucking retarded? That's like white belt jutsu

I sit in silence in my parlor.

Yes I have a parlor.

If you don't have a parlor just give up.

I took the dharma name 'Tozan'

Before you ask, it doesn't mean ANYTHING.

Eyes. Crucial portals. Cruicial Crucial.

Gag reflex disconnected, in comes the art juice

Gulp Gulp Gulp

Till you vomit butterflies and concrete

I am way out there
I am not gettable in the conventional sense
I don't have little hungry feelers seeking emotional gratification

My eyes are tuned to a live channel

I have found locations inner that are pure of this static junk
I am invincible because the reflection connection is 100%
I took the dharma test and scored 100%

I'm a rapper so I'm happy to brag about it

Here's Tantra:

It actually goes too 1,000%

But anything over 100 and you get whatever you want
And have no problems.

Flat out.

Read The Dalai Lamas On Tantra
Mullin, Glenn H
Snow Lion, 2013

Read The Tantric Path Of Indestructible Wakefulness

Trungpa, Chögyam
Shambhala, 2013

914 pages

Read The Tao of Wu

RZA (from Wu-Tang BITCH!!!)

Riverhead Books, 2009

You have no idea until you bottom out.

Solitude is preferable.

Hideous in its insightful reticence.

O fuck I spelled that right 1st try!

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