have taken the dharma name "TOZAN" which means nothing so you can stop thinking about it.
If you're bored break up with your boyfriend and come fuck me, I guarantee you it would be interesting.
Stop
going to spiritual gatherings, if you're going to pay money get
somebody from taskrabbit to bake you a cake or paint your bedroom
orange. Here is the only problem with going to shit like that, it's like
telling your subconcious you aren't at the highest possible level of
evolution.
My music is going great & etc etc i won at life etc.
Increasingly
breaking the habit of living with any kind of limitation whatsoever, I
think for me for my personal lifestyle the only sin is conceiving of
rules or limitations. When I operate outside of that it's creativity
non-stop with no judgement on anything.
Studying Picasso a lot, or looking at his eyes anyway. He quit
art school furious with establishment & with his father and he
would look at other successful artists and get so furious and enraged
and he was competitive. He knew within himself a dragon lived there so
he woke up and painted 3 masterpieces before breakfast. It was easy for
him b/c he didn't think "is this a masterpice" he thought "IMA LAY MY
FUCKING COCK DOWN BIATCH*******************) and then he went and fucked
gertrude stein or 7 ballarinas or whatever. He had a Dauschhund he
named lump.
Spirituality is the study of the force behind the thing. I
look at Picasso and I meditate on his animating energy, the force that
drove him. I do sungazing and think what dimension is the sun EMANATING
FROM that's where you DL the information from. ETC. That's why "reality
is a dream" "maya" etc it's that the world is in things behind things.
YOU CAN TAKE THAT TO THE BANK
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3X's
I'm good in bed and I have stamina.
-Tozan
