TOZAN SHEET #20 INVINCIBLE LIFE FORCE

for brad warner



I write my Tozan shit in the morning
Before I remember who I am

Daily meditation practice..?
No? ARE YOU FUCKING UP

I think of old people, parental units, diseased people
I think of the lack of life-urge in them
It didn't happen all at once
The zombie state was added to by small bouts of laziness each day
Inertia
Fear is the mind killer

You're adding to it
Or sharpening the blade
Everyday
Everydecision

Cunt full of feta cheese
Cunt full of crab

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up late my mind goes nervoussssss
it knows ego about to die

up early i take important meetings
it knows it's about to die

cunt full of meatloaf
the star-crossed lovers
keep each other's puke in their wallets

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deep vision
what is Tozan working on?
i carry around the record of rinzai everywhere
and everywhere i go
people are pressed over my gold jewelry

cunt full of diet coke
i make an excuse and leave the meeting
i have to go write a poem with my own excrement

TOZAN SHEET #19 - FILTHY SEX MAGIC

ZEN MASTER

so i ruined everything, i poisoned everything,
i expose insecurity, i expose vulnerability, i expose weakness,
i expose vacillation of will, weakness of SPIRIT
all drunkards will be burned at the stake
TOZAN insert racial slur here

cut cleanly at NECK
FAGGOT

the real material is dangerous. there's no money in poetry or in my faggot cock.
oh yeah now i'm getting to it.

ZEN MASTER
OCCULT WITCH DOCTOR TOZAN
EYEBALLS DISCONNECTED FROM BRAIN STEM

sit in my ruined hut and squirt.
ormus gold pendant around my neck like a lesbian's strapon

oh, oh, he's talking about sex again, i was taught that sex is dirty
i was taught to repress all my natural urges, i feel angry

waaaaaaa
here
use my cock as a pacifier

TOZAN SHEET #11 TOZAN'S CRUNK SUPERPOWERS

BITCH YOU KNOW ABOUT THE SIDDHI?

#1 superpower is to know what you want

#2 superpower is to get up on it

#3 superpower is to disregard the pussies and haters

#4 superpower understand dali's great masturbator

#5 superpower is to do what you want

and disconnect parental disapproval syndrome etc bubonic

#6 superpower is to accept that you have them and scream
BITCH U KNOW ABOUT THE SIDDHI to every yogi within reach

#7 superpower is to have a fat cack

you can interpret that how you want cause superpower #9 is you da boss

superpower #8 is obv. to meditate and not be like "oh I transcended everything quite some time ago so there's no point BITCH YOU'RE ASLEEP STILL"

superpower #10 is to stay up for 3 days in a row being on some murder shit and kick everyone's ass at everything and not even care

superpower #11 is to make the dry places wet
superpower #12 attention to detail BIATCH clean your kitchen up slagz

superpower #13 aesthetic psychotic erotic transmute all your feelings into creativity and then lay your fat cack out while everyone falls asleep
superpower #14 speaking of which is to pimp-slap when you're discussing the truest reality and people's eyes start to glaze over and they go unconscious b/c their subconscious knows their ego will die if they keep listening so you go bitch i'll choke u with my fat cack if you don;t actually meditate and they know you mean it so they don't talk to you or email you for 9 months because they're like "omg what if he actually has a fat cack" BITCH I HAVE A FAT CACK

TOZAN SHEET #9 GET HARDCORE

Stealing passion from God in the blazing fire of alchemic imagination

Imaginatio

Deep crux, like holding a crystal goblet

Blue lights flare and shimmer ripped across glass cuts

Your personality bent down into chunks like that

Dip in a cracker to my fucking dip, bitch

Shove the best shard of ego in there

Break off half and leave it laying, whatever

Got a whole bag to go through. . .

Hard and chiseled from lifetimes of sitting

A hardass. A zen gunfighter. A zen stock broker.

Tea boiler. Bastard meditator. Fuck you up meditating.
I went through hard shit for this.

I kicked a lot of ass doing this.

My aura is like a death metal concert, the pussies disperse.
Take your fucking leave of me. It's past your bedtime or something.

Here's the real explanation of enlightenment by a fucking master:

1. Bodhisattva is about generating infinite compassion, love, great.
You make people comfortable. You do your best.

2. Vajra Master uses skilful means and knows waking people up is uncomfortable.

You're not a fucking doormat. You take people out the fucking matrix.

BRING IT.

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Everything is very legit as long as you understand you're the one doing it.
Your mind.

Your fledgling exotic garden, your most exotic thoughts are the worst.

They persist with their beauty you hold internal let it escape.

Let them excape.

You draw up elaborate plans and suckle the lowfruit nectars but you haven't set shit on fire REALLY

Enlightenment like your hair is on fire
Fake people take their leave of you.

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